Friday, September 25, 2015

Mitochondrial Awareness Week 2015

Do you know what mitochondrial disease is? Do you have it and you know what it is but not how it does it? Do you die a little inside each time you see mito shake your precious child's body in a seizure and yearn for a cure?

We have NEVER been closer to usable treatments then we are today! There are research projects going on and a few are showing strong signs of helping to stabilize or slow mitochondrial disease's steep progressive descent. WHAT A BLESSING!

Years ago when I was told that all 5 of my children most likely had mitochondrial disease one of the older peds pulled me aside and told me to make 'arrangements'. While that was a cruel medical reality given what we knew at the time it about broke me.

This year I have been using Periscope (a online streaming platform) to raise awareness about mitochondrial disease. Hubby has moved that over to YouTube so everyone can see the scopes. Praying we can raise awareness about mito!

 There will be more scopes to come.

Monday, July 13, 2015

Focusing my Energy to Raise Awareness!

Like sand through your fingers at the beach my minutes drain away. I cannot pile more up or steal away from the breeze the granules that drift in the breeze. I stare and pray that the Lord will refill my hand again and again.

How blessed I am that the Lord has granted that renewal of time again and again. Each morning is new and yet each could be my last. The line I walk is tenuous and I do not walk it alone.

Mitochondrial disease is evil that way. It can sweep away everything like a tsunami wave or nibble slowly away at your foundation through erosion. Mito doesn't discriminate via race, age, or income.

It takes. maybe you get lucky and a few months or even a year of stability can happen. Other times are not as nice a downward drop off a cliff to the unknown. When do you stop falling? After a seizure or stroke or you pass away.

I can't change the basics of mito. I can't make it stop. I can choose to focus my energy and time on other things.

First and foremost I think of a treatment and cure! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

I am always praying and working towards a treatment and cure for mito. Better treatment for ALL patients and families that are dealing with mito. These are reasonable goals that we all should be working towards!

I am choosing to use my time left on earth to first and foremost be with my family. Then in order to help my family and other I am continuing to reach out to medical schools, conventions, and other opportunities to educate as many as possible what it is like to have mitochondrial disease. And of course I keep the support groups on Facebook going strong so we have a place to turn to.

While I have limited time and energy I do believe that I am being effective with it. Help me out my friends. If you know of opportunities where I can speak with other and raise awareness please let me know. My email is

Thank you all for helping me educate the world about mitochondrial disease!

Saturday, January 17, 2015

How long did it take to know you had mitochondrial disease?

How we found out we had mitochondrial disease is a loaded question. There were clear signs for years but medical science had not caught up with the disease.  My hubby and I after lots of prayer and thoughtful discussion with our mito drs decided that a muscle biopsy would not be in the best interest of the kids. The whole family was placed into the 'suspected mitochondrial disease' category.

So we waited…. 7 years.

During those year all sorts of other medical issues were ruled out. From the simple with an odd presentation to the weird genetic outliers. We went to see a second opinion at a huge hospital with a great reputation. He agreed that we just needed to treat what we saw and wait. After several years being followed by a mitochondrial specialist and with labs and presentation all pointing towards mito we were put into the 'probable mitochondrial disease' category.

So we waited.

Then we were told about a research opportunity that our family of 6 affected would be perfect for. We all had a cheek swab. It was one of the simplest test we had ever taken with no pain. Swabbed the inner cheek put the samples on dry ice and shipped them away to Philadelphia.

And we waited.

Then one hot June day while I was preparing to speak at a conference my husband called to say we got the results. ALL of us were so depleted in complex 1 and 3 that it was assured we had mitochondrial disease. The dr had us ALL redo our testing to be sure of the results.

And we waited.

The repeat tests were the same. We have mitochondrial disease. Finally a diagnosis. 

With those results in hand our mito specialist was able to order more specific results. We were immediately put into several research groups given the size of our family and the tight grouping of our symptoms.

Now for those that don’t know research testing is for the DOCTOR'S education not yours. If you are lucky you will get results but they come back on a scholars pace if at all. One test has been out 3 years.

Private testing which has blossomed into a lower cost patient based industry is much more responsive. We have had testing through private genetic labs and the testing was back rather quick, never as speedy as they told us, but still timely.

Here we sit 9 years later with a diagnosis of mitochondrial disease. No it does not have a specific name just a long tangled set of letters and numbers. Connections to specific complex deficiencies. And frankly questions attached.

The world of genetic testing is opening up and becoming a wonderful way to diagnosis and help us all dealing with genetic diseases. The down side is there is SO MUCH information flooding the doctors right now that it can be difficult to glean what is important and what is not hurting your health at this time.

Each person and family with mitochondrial disease has to travel this long arduous diagnostic period (at differing speeds.) You can be relegated to that horrible land of ‘probable or suspected mitochondrial disease.' Suspected means there are several other possible options that must be looked into but mito should not be ignored. Probable generally means everyone thinks you have mito but they just don’t have a specific lab or they are not willing to diagnosis on clinic means. That leaves you struggling every ER run with doctors that don’t believe you. That means that you don’t fall into research testing or treatments. I HATED that 7 years of limbo land.

While I did not want to have mito, we do. Since we do I want to be clearly diagnosed and now we know what we are fighting. Now I want the whole medical team from the kids to my adult team to work as hard as possible to keep us stable if not progressing!

Mito will never win. I choose to not allow that. It might hurt my body but it will never hurt our spirit!

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Advocating for Your Medically Complicated Patient While Hospitalized

My family should just laminate a neon bright poster to put on the hospital door that says,

*WARNING* complicated patient

With that should come a list of directions:
  • Read file FIRST
  • Check all labs FIRST
  • Dear Resident if you are in over your head, we understand, just own up to it rather than try to bluff through.
  • This is a TEAM effort if you can't deal with that pass this room.
  • Thank you!
Recently I was in the hospital and vlogged while there about how I was working to advocate for myself and my complicated medical situation.

Staying as healthy as possible is our goal! How do you help keep your hospitalizations on task and working toward a mutual goal of health and stability?

Saturday, December 13, 2014

Making the Holiday's in the Hospital Bearable

I was planning on writing this series but not from the inside. Yeap. I am in the hospital having problems with blood infections. My mito body doesn't respond well to many strong medications and the bouncing back to healthy is slowwwwww.

Here are a few tips to help a hospital stay at the holidays feel less confining and disconnected:

Decorate your room!

Take part in hospital activities! Often there will be roving carolers, child life specialist that come and help cheer up your room, service organizations that have Christmas parties for the people there. (of course that all depends on your health)

Skype, FaceTime keep a visual contact going with your loved ones.

If you can have people stop in. Be sure all understand no one that even thinks they might be ill and only for a short time.

I have made a group Pinterest board with my family at home so we can exchange ideas for decoration and cooking idea

Most hospitals now have a way you can send Ecards. Give your mito friend a Ecard shower!

If your mito friend is religious and very traditional do your very best to in some way bring that tradition to them!

If like me you have little ones that are too small to come in video them walking through the house showing you what all they did for Christmas. A video of the morning and wrapping flying through the air will help heal an aching heart.

Now with Amazon Prime you can also send your mito friend Christmas shows via online download (if the hospital has the capability).

Christmas is not about the stuff. The stuff DOES help a person trapped in a beige room with little to no connection to the outside. Also a mito warrior that is awake at odd hours and minutes. Having something in hand will help them focus and know that they are loved.

Merry Christmas fellow Mito Warriors and Mito Families!

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Feeding Tubes and the big Holiday Meals!

Holiday meal fun when you can’t eat!

When I was using a G-tube and J-tube for getting nutrition I wanted a fun way to incorporate it into our holiday. I also didn't want a child in the same situation to feel like they needed to go sit in another room so others would not feel uneasy.

I had fun with my feeding tube bags and the results is pure fun for all!

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Monday, October 20, 2014

I Will Fight You Mitochondrial Disease!

When I was in high school I was that student that was teased because she did everything. I got tons of certificates and awards. I was training for the Olympics on the side. I am NOT the cheerleader rah rah type but I was known.

After high school I kept my training up. I traveled the US shooting at competions from Canada,  the US west coast to the east coast and I was good. I didn't know anything about mito back then. It was just me starting a new life as an adult.

A few life issues happened and I joined the Navy. The Navy was a dream of mine. My family for generations has been in the military protecting the country. Now I was part of this legacy!

In bootcamp I struggled with the running portion of the training. I also found that unlike my fellow shipmates I was not getting better I was starting to slide and not be able to do as many push ups as I could do the day before. I got an infection in my feet from my Boon Dockers (Navy issue boots ugh!). Little things kept cropping up but again it wasn't enough to cause concern.

I passed the physicals and the physical condition testing. I graduated along with the rest of my class. My station was Puerto Rico! Island life baby! woo woo

But that island life had a high price for me. I was hot and humid constantly. I couldn't get away from it. The hard manual work I had to do was usually out in that heat and humidity. It hurt. I began aching constantly. Then training for our annual physical review happened.

Soon after starting that training on top of my normal hard schedule I passed out. I kept passing out. The hospital tried to help me with IV fluids but that didn't stop my body from crashing.

I now believe that was a mito crash. I crashed so hard that after months in the military hospital I had to get a medical discharge from the military and sent home still ill. I walked into the Navy and wheeled out.

Mito has taken a lot from me over the years. Mobility. Jobs. Friends. Some family. Now it is taking my hair, nails, and teeth because of extreme malnutrition. My body is not absorbing nutrients even through TPN. It's like by body doesn't know what to do with them.

Mito is a thief. Whether things are slipping away silently or in a huge way like a mito crash that lands you in the ICU. It takes and takes and takes.

Mito has changed me. And I hereby draw the line in the sand. Mito you will have to work hard to take another thing from me, my lovely kiddos, or my mito friends. I will fight you every step of the way. Helping research. Raising awareness. Talking to drs and other medical professionals across the country to bring awareness to mitochondrial disease and the need for a TREATMENT and CURE!